4:00 am
It is 4:00 am. I am up and about to finish balancing my checkbook which I started last night and then pay bills. I am sick, well, feel like crap if that is anything like sick. Still don't know if I have a cold or if it is just allergies. I have a couple of situations that are weighing heavy on my mind. Dad is getting increasingly forgetful and just generally acting really old and strange. It scares me. He is now trying to get his driver's license renewed and said they needed his birth certificate to proceed. I do not believe he will be able to pass the test. He has very bad vision with mascular degeneration in one eye. He says if he doesn't pass he will drive anyway. *sighs* He will be 87 next month. I love him so much and love doing things for him and taking him to his appointments, but it really does take a lot out of me. That situation along with one I am having with a friend (?) has caused me to toss and turn and be up so early this morning. I figured I may as well get up and get some things done and get these papers over to Dad early that he is stressing over. Get everything done early and try to come home and rest. Hope the birth certificate is there or he will have a fit. Not at me, just about the situation. I have Avon to deliver too. Sometimes I think I need to quit the Avon business. I need to just turn these things over to the Lord and not worry about it. Easier said than done though. :( Oh well...going to work.
